she may be the face I can’t forget
a trace of pleasure I regret
may be my treasure or the price I have to pay
she may be the song that Solomon sings
may be the chill that autumn brings
may be a hundred different things
within the measure of the day.
she may be the beauty or the beast
may be the famine or the feast
may turn each day into heaven or a hell
she may be the mirror of my dream
a smile reflected in a stream
she may not be what she may seem
inside as shell
she who always seems so happy ‘n proud
who’s eyes can be so private and so proud
no one’s allowed to see them when they cry
she may be the love that can and hope to last
may come to me from shadows of the past
that I remember till the day I die
she may be the reason I survive
the why and where for I’m alive
the one I’ll care for through the rough and rainy years
me I’ll take her laughter and her tears
and make them all my souvenirs
for where she goes I got to be
the meaning of my life is
现在的我其实超级难受，我刚刚讲了一个让我可能会好久都不会高兴起来的电话。在过去的一个小时里，我一直在用鼠标点BROKEN SELF的flash，其实完全在无意识的点击，很机械，就像妓女们很机械的和嫖客做着。今天发生的事情和之前的MSN Space里面的最后的一篇blog说的一样，矛盾最后还是产生了，有些事情是不能逃避的。有的时候只能面对，不管你赢了还是输了。我知道我这里写的特别的意识流，但是无所谓了，我看开了。Title says it all, “Why PZ9261.com?” Yes, why this domain? 呵呵，大学学号你们相信吗? 哎…… 我一点都不后悔自己最近做的任何事情，这个blog带给了我很多开心的回忆。这个blog也不会更名，相反，我会恢复到之前update的速度。曾经有人说过，Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. 我真的是 failed in life。就像我之前说的real life sucks… BIG TIME!!! Damnit!!! 本命年, I fucking hate 本命年now。[本文并非意识流，more like 神经有问题 sigh]
今天花高价去看了这场话剧(Tickets all sold out!!! ><)，感觉还是很有收获的。确实反映了很多社会现象，而且里面台词和演员的表演真的是太精彩了。”一天，一个五分熟的牛排见到了一个七分熟的牛排，两个人居然没有话说，为什么呢？因为两个人不熟…” “B3住着瘪三，B2住着2B”, 唱Beatles的歌,到台下那观众的包包,对这第一排的观众说”没钱怎么做第一排” 实在太高笑了. It’s more like 相声+小品 at some point. This is the first Chinese drama I watched in Shanghai. The theatre is great. I’m looking forward to watching some other dramas there later this year.
2007年还有几个小时就过去了，我的2007到底、到底是什么样儿的呢？回国，工作，打电动，喝多出洋相，上节目，感情变故 等等等等，好像真的很多happenings。总体上来说还是郁闷的一年。Year 2007 has been quite frustrating for me. There were tears and laughters, up and downz… 足足在上海生活了一年的我对很多事情有了新的认识。什么是工作？什么是现实？什么是生活？什么是感情？总之，不想再emo了，不想再这么浪费时间了，2008快点来，我的new year resolution一定要达成！另外祝贺所有08年要结婚订婚的哇，还有所有我的好朋友Happy New Year! 好了，我还有事儿，先写到这儿，08年继续写。Ciao…
First of all, I wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I haven’t been updating my blog coz I fired my laptop 2 weeks ago. However, there were a lot of happenings. DRUNK, SPA RESORT, HOUSE PARTY and more!
Got drunk at Bonbon Club last friday. That was one of my worst drunk ever lol. Yes, I fought with people again. Yes, I lost my stuff again, the lovely Paul Smith scarf. Yes, I dialed random numbers again. No, I didn’t lose my mobile phone this time, but I broke it lol. That was the start of my X’mas holiday =[
The spa is fantastic. I strongly recommend you all go to take a break at 颐尚温泉. 3.5 hrs drive from Shanghai, definitely worth going, especially if you hate the bloody Shanghai winter!!!
The party was great. I spent the whole day doing shopping, cooking, decoration and planing the games etc. Really had a wonderful time with my dear friends. Please send me your photos from the party asap so i can upload them to my blog. Thanks. 不过还是做多了吃的，而且被他们逼着带着Father Christmas的帽子，主持整个party。我得到的礼品是一个很可爱的民俗风情的小包包 呵呵，可怜的Alan拿到了Mickey Mouse的包包 哈哈哈哈，KJ拿到一盒condom (UK带回来的哦，型号齐全) 哈哈哈，最好的礼物被Amy得到了，就是一套很不错的瓷器用来装油盐酱醋，今年没有人送T-BACK哇 =)另外还是感谢Julia的机器猫玩偶，不过真的不好意思那个Paul Smith的notebook有主人了 今天最搞笑的场面莫过于切turkey咯。我……负责……刀根本就不好用，那个turkey简直就是巨型，我只好用一次性手套+刀一起上，大家都围着看……真郁闷，好在最后我终于把那个火鸡弄得稀巴烂 哈哈。赶快把照片send给我各位，我要upload!!! 下一步我就要公开我的New Year Resolution了，真的要改变一下了，其实2007是我倒霉的一年，不知道明年-本命年会是怎么样。
Where the hell is The Bear Factory store in Shanghai?!!! Come on, someone please TELL ME, PLEASE! I’ve spent a whole day looking for the store but I found nothing, not even a DIY stuffed toy store!!! Sighz, so I’ll not be forgiven?!! Noooooooooooo……… I’m going out again tomorrow! HAVE TO FIND THE BLOODY BEAR STORE!!! By the way, I always thought the store was located on the 3rd floor 港汇广场 but no, its not there. Some say its somewhere around 中山公园, if you know where the store is please just call me right away. I AM DESPERATE! Thanks!
First of all, Happy Thanksgiving!!! I’m going to take a LONG WEEKEND BREAK in Guangzhou tomorrow. Away from Friday till next Monday. 估计这期间不能update blog了，但是回来的时候一定会去补上中间missing的内容，party花絮，还有一些可能可能不该发上来的照片吧。who knows… 总之，终于有个机会让我break一下了，我打算到了广州就关掉手机，谁也别找我，让我安静的party4天吧。另外回来还将介绍一个音乐电子期刊 沪江音乐电子期刊Vol. 1 .
今天最搞笑的场面莫过于切turkey咯。我……负责……刀根本就不好用，那个turkey简直就是巨型，我只好用一次性手套+刀一起上，大家都围着看……真郁闷，好在最后我终于把那个火鸡弄得稀巴烂 哈哈。赶快把照片send给我各位，我要upload!!! 下一步我就要公开我的New Year Resolution了，真的要改变一下了，其实2007是我倒霉的一年，不知道明年-本命年会是怎么样。
本来没什么感觉，但是昨天和好友晚饭后在新天地喝东西聊天的时候不经意的发现现在身边的人都在忙着相亲、订婚、结婚… 真的不知道现在的父母都在急什么… 当然这里面也不乏一些是交往了很久的，朋友们觉得他们也该结婚了 呵呵。不过现在的女孩子好现实啊，办公室里面的同事好多都在抱怨Stingy/Materialized Girls，其实现在在上海这个情况都已经成了很common的啦。去相亲的女孩子无非会问3个问题：有车吗? (有些会直接问，有BMW吗?) 有房子吗? 有贷款吗? 我这些好像都没有哎 呵呵。看来我是没希望了，一个可怜巴巴的月光族/张江男/aka 宅男… 不过还是要祝福那帮lucky的兄弟们，很快就要被束缚在‘结婚’的监狱里面了。lol… 刚刚我还在读 
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